LUPUS

Time really do fly and now it's already the month of May.

A very important month to me because...

It has been 10 years living with lupus..going through the ups and downs..
the trips to the doctors, tests and more tests...and I'm thankful to have met doctors who actually do care straight from their hearts and willing to embark on this journey with me..

always on the hope of making it easier..trusting that God will work through them, I have managed to get through the last 10 years with my head held high..

Nevertheless, this has been a journey and it is still is.. It's frustrating at times..

I have learned to understand and accept that it's okay to be upset and frustrated 

because we are still human after all..

Lupus is such a mystery..cruel some might say as no one knows 

when it will stop progressing in the body and how far it will spread...

To better understanding of Lupus please click here :)

I was ready to give up living as I didn't see the  point of living until I realized that there's still FAITH, HOPE and there's still so much more  LOVE to give..Sometimes, we may not understand why this happens to us but I truly believe to everything there's a reason...

I have chosen to embrace my life with it, we just need to figure out a way to get around it..
Some days are harder than the other but life still has to go on.. maybe a little slower but I have chosen life and will stick to it :)
I just pray that I continue to have the strength and faith to get through it all..

I hope that you will all join in my quest and journey to find a cure for lupus or even spreading a better understanding of lupus to everyone out there..

I Love you all with all of my heart....

Thank you bang for getting through all this with me..

Thank you for being so patience and loving..

Thank you mommy and daddy for being so strong..
Thank you Franciscan Sisters and Fathers of St Joe for praying for me...

Thank you Mdm Monica for being a strong support...

Thank you my dear SFS girls including My best friend for being so positive..

Thank you to my Aussie family/friends for being so accommodating..

Together we will make a difference..

God Bless all of you...

me Ninot